pregnancy

Hi.

I just got married, 4 months past to be exact. So far Alhamdulillah, I rasa bahagia. Hiccups sikit-sikit tu biasalah kan? Mana ada rumahtangga tak dilambung badai. Tapi I hope our marriage taklah berbadai sangat ya. Sikit-sikit okay lah. Hihi. I tak boleh imagine being out of marriage, dan I tak mahu imagine. I nak happy-happy saja till gthe end. Insyaallah.

Anyway, I nak cerita on this issue. Pregnancy. No. I belum pregnant lagi, kot. Hopefully ada la soon. I nak sangat babies. I love babies. I rasa hari-hari I dok bebel dengan Sayang that I want baby. Stress dia. Pity you, Sayang. Dapat isteri suka meleseh. Hahaha. Sabarlah, okay?

Okay, balik pada cerita being pregnant dan pregnancy ni, I just don't get it why some people are so ignorance. Maksud I ignorance kat sini, tak jaga perasaan orang lain. Tadi I berborak-borak dalam whatsapp group, one of our member confirm pregnant! So everyone congratulates her, of course kan. We just being happy for her. But the conversation drags sampai masuk issue dah berusia la, should try and usaha more and bla bla bla. Well, it's good sharing info semua kan, tapi somehow kita lupa ada orang sekeliling kita yang masih struggle dan berusaha. Another friend of us, dah kahwin for few years belum ada rezeki, yet. I risau when we are too happy sometimes kita lupa ada orang yang bersedih, kan? I felt so bad that I whatsapp her personally asking how is she doing.

I guess its how we put something into words that matter. Bila kena hal-hal sensitive macam ni, we should be more careful dalam nak cakap sesuatu. Tak boleh lah too excited dan beri nasihat yang macam bagus, walhal kita pun tak tahu apa sebenarnya masalah orang lain and how far dia dah berusaha.

Yes, I pernah terasa okay dengan one of my friend. Not that we really close. One day I browsed Instagram and found out she's expecting, after like a year plus trying. So macam biasalah, I comment and congrats her. Tahu apa she replied?

'Thank you, and you bila lagi?'

Oh. My. God.

How do I know la when is my turn, kalau kita semua tahu, it would definitely be easy for all of us, women. Kan? I mean, you pun pernah berada di tempat I, berusaha and so on, and suddenly rezeki you sampai and that's gives you right to asked me when is my turn?

Please lah people. After all kita sama-sama perempuan so I guess we should understand each other better?

Some people are just plain ignorance. Dan I berdoa I tak termasuk dalam golongan tu.

Tapi doakan I dapat baby, soon okay?

I so want babbbbbyyyyy!