Fuh!
Finally, I rasa I berjaya compose all stories during my trip to Japan. Walaupun tak sedetails and secomplete mana, but I'm happy with it. Something for me to look back and reminiscing memories.
Feb 2nd, 2015 (Selasa) - Day 5
Oh, semalam btw we went to a place named Hiroo. Sebab husband wanted to go to this one shop, selling all toys as he's looking for his Hot Wheels Japan Edition. Unfortunately, kedai tu tutup every Monday. And if it's open, they close early. By the time we reach the place it was nearly 9PM. Dahlah from nearby train station to this shop quite far. Nak tercabut kaki mek!
Well, suppose we plan to come again tomorrow, which is today in Day 5. Tapi sebab semalam nya memang tenaga dah betul-betul depleted, we woke up slightly late. So bila dah lambat tu memang malas nak keluar. End up we just enjoying ourselves on the bed. Berguling-guling saja dalam comforter. Since it is our very last day, might as well rehat betul-betul dan sepuas-puasnya before our flight back home late tonight.
Okay.
We decided to start our journey to the airport around 6PM. So after pack things up, masak and makan, getting ready and whatnot so we wave goodbye to our 5nights apartment. Walk to the train station and beli ticket.
Journey takes around 1 hour to reach to the airport from Ikebukuro. Tapi kena pandai budget masa if you'd like to opt for train. As for us, our flight scheduled at 1145PM, so bolehlah ambil our own sweet time.
Sampai saja airport, perut dah lapar. Passed by the check in counter, belum buka lagi. So pusing-pusing cari makan dulu. Tapi sungguhlah susah nak cari makanan Halal di Tokyo Internation Airport. Sangatlah susah. Berpusing satu airport, sikit lagi nak pengsan. #drama
Pusing punya pusing, jumpalah satu cafe ni kat tingkat atas. So we just settled with a plate of spaghetti each. Sedaplah juga! Perut dah lapar memang apa pun sedap.
Happy faces dapat makan!
Settle makan, turun bawah nak check in. Tengok-tengok dah long queue dah. Subhanallah punyalah panjang queue. Kat KL panjang juga queue tapi kira cepatlah sampai turn. Tapi kat sini memang slow gila. Gila-gila punya slow tahap nak mencarut dalam hati. Can you imagine nak check in sahaja ambil masa lebih kurang 1jam 15minit. Berdiri selama 1jam 15minit okay. Tapi panjang-panjang queue pun tak adalah sampai 50 orang depan I.
Rupanya bila sampai our turn, barulah tahu that they actually ada masalah komunikasi. Walaupun bekerja as front liner or guest services, tapi English mereka sangatlah limited. Dan yang menjadikan lambat is because they're trying so hard to explain in details on apa yang boleh bawa on board, boarding pukul berapa and so on.
It's good, cumanya bila queue panjang tu I rasa tak perlu okay nak explain details macam tu. It is all stated di boarding pass tu kan boarding what time, gate mana and so on. Haih.
But nevertheless, everything went well. We had a smooth flight home to KL. Alhamdulillah. Lepas meal served on board, kami berlayar ke lalaland sampai lah landing.
And,
Hello Malaysia!
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Sunday, March 15, 2015
Friday, February 20, 2015
trip ke jepun part 1
Okay.
I shall see if I managed to update on the trip while lying on this fluffy bed and tunggu husband back from work. Haha. Oh yes, we are still in JB.
Although everything was so last minutes, we enjoyed Japan to the bit. It was my second time in Tokyo whilst husband's first time.
For us Tokyo is a fine place, dengan budaya dan masyarakat mereka yang teratur dan straight forward, I guess our journey is nothing than smooth.
Jan 29th, 2015 (Khamis) - Day 1
Flying with Air Asia X via KLIA2 at 1420. Landed at Haneda International Airport, Japan at 2230 their time. Japan cepat 1 jam dari kita. GMT +9. So sampai sana waktu Malaysia 9.30 malam, tapi waktu mereka dah 10.30 malam. Flight time 7hours and 5mins.
Tips : If fly dengan Air Asia X, sila pre book meals, seats and if possible kalau tak larat nak duduk tersepit lama, ambil lah hot seat. Hot seat ialah seat yang paling depan every row. So ada ruang kelegaan kaki yang lebih selesa untuk melunjur. Kalau bawa orang tua or baby, memang advisable ambil seats ni. Sebab baby perlukan bassinet throughout the flight.
And yes, of course you have to pour more money for the above.
Wow, I'm improving my skill in taking selfie. Yes, I am not good at all in this.
Okay, since kami arrive Japan lambat dan flight back to KL pun near midnight so we decided to stay in an apartment. And it was the best decision ever! Hahaha, will tell about it later.
After browsing and surveying for days, we opted to stay at Ikebukuro, Tokyo. Reason being was; the place is very near to the trains station and Ikebukuro Station antara station yang penting sebab pertukaran banyak train di situ. Di Japan, ada banyak jenis train dan routes and it's really confusing.
Selain tu, the place also very convenient dengan malls and tempat makan. Plus point, there's one halal restaurant just 5 minutes away. And it's Malaysian, people!
Rate wise is around RM380++/night and all worth it because its like we own the whole apartment. Fully furnished with heater/aircond, kitchen, washing machine and all.
From Haneda Airport, we took Keikyu Line (JR) to Ikebukuro. We need to change train at Shinagawa. Train cost us JPY670/person. 35 to 40 minutes journey. Option ini yang paling murah dan senang since we arrive quite late kan, and Ikebukuro station is just like 7 minutes walk to our apartment.
Note : JPY100 = RM3 (lebih kurang)
Okay, so dah sampai. After whole drama tarik bags from the station and finding our apartment dalam cuaca yang Subhanallah sangatlah sejuk, it's a warp for Day 1. If that may consider as Day 1. Hahaha.
Jan 30th, 2015 (Jumaat) - Day 2.
Woke up to the snowfalls.
Oh my god.
I memang teruja dan jakun okay.
I've been to few four seasons countries, alhamdulillah. Memang pernah rasa dan tengok snow, tapi till the date I tak pernah rasa snowfalls yang macam Merry Christmas tu ya. Tak pernah. So bila I bangun and selak langsir, I macam terpaku few seconds before I berlari ke katil dan kejut husband.
I. Berlari. And. I. Goncang. Husband. I.
Yes.
I gegar gegar sambil terjerit jerit;
"Sayang bangun sayang, you're not gonna miss this. It's snowing! It's snowing!"
Terpisat-pisat lah hamba Allah tu bangun sebab terkejut! Tapi dia tenung sekejap saja, then sambung tidur balik! Hahaha.
Okay pardon all my photos. All are selfies BTW. I pasang monopod at my phone so semua gambar memang kalau tak ada muka I, mesti ada husband I. My husband carry along his DSLR so all good photos are with him. Once he update his blog, I will put the link here okay?
Meanwhile please bare with all my selfie photos. Kasihan siapa yang tersesat masuk blog I cari info on Japan confirm terpaksa tengok muka I. Sorry people! I'll try to feed as many info as I could ya.
I shall stop first and to be continue later ya?
I shall see if I managed to update on the trip while lying on this fluffy bed and tunggu husband back from work. Haha. Oh yes, we are still in JB.
Although everything was so last minutes, we enjoyed Japan to the bit. It was my second time in Tokyo whilst husband's first time.
For us Tokyo is a fine place, dengan budaya dan masyarakat mereka yang teratur dan straight forward, I guess our journey is nothing than smooth.
Jan 29th, 2015 (Khamis) - Day 1
Flying with Air Asia X via KLIA2 at 1420. Landed at Haneda International Airport, Japan at 2230 their time. Japan cepat 1 jam dari kita. GMT +9. So sampai sana waktu Malaysia 9.30 malam, tapi waktu mereka dah 10.30 malam. Flight time 7hours and 5mins.
Tips : If fly dengan Air Asia X, sila pre book meals, seats and if possible kalau tak larat nak duduk tersepit lama, ambil lah hot seat. Hot seat ialah seat yang paling depan every row. So ada ruang kelegaan kaki yang lebih selesa untuk melunjur. Kalau bawa orang tua or baby, memang advisable ambil seats ni. Sebab baby perlukan bassinet throughout the flight.
And yes, of course you have to pour more money for the above.
Wow, I'm improving my skill in taking selfie. Yes, I am not good at all in this.
Okay, since kami arrive Japan lambat dan flight back to KL pun near midnight so we decided to stay in an apartment. And it was the best decision ever! Hahaha, will tell about it later.
After browsing and surveying for days, we opted to stay at Ikebukuro, Tokyo. Reason being was; the place is very near to the trains station and Ikebukuro Station antara station yang penting sebab pertukaran banyak train di situ. Di Japan, ada banyak jenis train dan routes and it's really confusing.
Selain tu, the place also very convenient dengan malls and tempat makan. Plus point, there's one halal restaurant just 5 minutes away. And it's Malaysian, people!
Rate wise is around RM380++/night and all worth it because its like we own the whole apartment. Fully furnished with heater/aircond, kitchen, washing machine and all.
From Haneda Airport, we took Keikyu Line (JR) to Ikebukuro. We need to change train at Shinagawa. Train cost us JPY670/person. 35 to 40 minutes journey. Option ini yang paling murah dan senang since we arrive quite late kan, and Ikebukuro station is just like 7 minutes walk to our apartment.
Note : JPY100 = RM3 (lebih kurang)
Okay, so dah sampai. After whole drama tarik bags from the station and finding our apartment dalam cuaca yang Subhanallah sangatlah sejuk, it's a warp for Day 1. If that may consider as Day 1. Hahaha.
Jan 30th, 2015 (Jumaat) - Day 2.
Woke up to the snowfalls.
Oh my god.
I memang teruja dan jakun okay.
I've been to few four seasons countries, alhamdulillah. Memang pernah rasa dan tengok snow, tapi till the date I tak pernah rasa snowfalls yang macam Merry Christmas tu ya. Tak pernah. So bila I bangun and selak langsir, I macam terpaku few seconds before I berlari ke katil dan kejut husband.
I. Berlari. And. I. Goncang. Husband. I.
Yes.
I gegar gegar sambil terjerit jerit;
"Sayang bangun sayang, you're not gonna miss this. It's snowing! It's snowing!"
Terpisat-pisat lah hamba Allah tu bangun sebab terkejut! Tapi dia tenung sekejap saja, then sambung tidur balik! Hahaha.
View from our apartment! Ah, bestnya!
Then kitorang bersiap-siap and it's almost petang bila kita decide nak ke Akihabara. Sebabnya kitorang mengumpul kekuatan nak keluar dalam cuaca sejuk dan windy!
From Ikebukuro we took train to Akihabara. They call it as Electric City. Kat sini mostly orang cari barang electric and electronic, gadget dan toys kot?
Strolling around the road and husband end up buying miniature cars. Yeah. My husband.
Okay pardon all my photos. All are selfies BTW. I pasang monopod at my phone so semua gambar memang kalau tak ada muka I, mesti ada husband I. My husband carry along his DSLR so all good photos are with him. Once he update his blog, I will put the link here okay?
Meanwhile please bare with all my selfie photos. Kasihan siapa yang tersesat masuk blog I cari info on Japan confirm terpaksa tengok muka I. Sorry people! I'll try to feed as many info as I could ya.
I shall stop first and to be continue later ya?
Friday, February 13, 2015
short one, will get back on track very soon.
2015 being so nice so far, alhamdulillah!
Long hiatus because I was away for a beautiful unplanned trip with husband to Japan for 6 days end of January and now while typing this,
I am enjoying my view and breezing day in Johor Bahru.
Ah-ha,
Nope. Not holiday this time, but ikut husband kerja. Well, as for me bercuti lah ya. Cuma it is not that fun sebab the husband not around most of the time.
Well.
Gonna spend 19 amazing days here in JB, hoping to recap all jalan and walking down the memory lane here. JB was part of me before, I was raised in Johor, and I am still Johorean. Proud one!
Will put up the entry in Japan soon I managed to find out how linked my dropbox to this laptop. I am using husband's so the account registered here is him. Couldn't find out yet, on how to log out him and log in mine. Yeah, so much of IT savvy, I am.
Till then.
Saturday, December 27, 2014
doa buat kekasih
Aha!
Tak sempat New Year dah ada new entry ya? Hihi.
Ada masa lapang sikit today. I was watching this lovely drama on Maya HD. Cute! Hihi. Starring Zul Ariffin and Siti Saleha. I think they made a perfect couple. Such a lovely and pretty fellow these two! Indah sungguhlah ciptaan Allah manusia berdua ni!
Well. And this song was the sound track of the movie.
Love. Major love.
Dedicated to you, Sayang, Mommy, Bobby and Ninie!
I love you guys the most, regardless what!
Tak sempat New Year dah ada new entry ya? Hihi.
Ada masa lapang sikit today. I was watching this lovely drama on Maya HD. Cute! Hihi. Starring Zul Ariffin and Siti Saleha. I think they made a perfect couple. Such a lovely and pretty fellow these two! Indah sungguhlah ciptaan Allah manusia berdua ni!
Well. And this song was the sound track of the movie.
Love. Major love.
Dedicated to you, Sayang, Mommy, Bobby and Ninie!
I love you guys the most, regardless what!
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
the end
Hi everyone? How you guys doing?
I'm good, Cuma biasalah, busy a bit. Hahaha, Alasan yang paling selalu tak?
But it's true. Dah nak hujung tahun ni banyak betul benda listed in the schedule. Not to mentioned kenduri kahwin here and there, and some projects going on as well.
Last week my mom was here for few days, With nenek. One of my little cousin getting married last weekend. Not so little anymore, besar dah dia! Bila one by one family members kahwin, terasa sangat how time flies! But lepas ni maybe ada break lama sikit la before next one, sebab yang tinggal semua still study and kecil lagi.
Anyway, so bila my mom's here so banyaklah agenda nya. Bawa dia ke sana ke mari, which is me and husband don't mind at all. One thing, I suka betul kalau orang datang rumah, sebab I macam suka ramai-ramai and meriah. Now that she's back to hometown, so rumah rasa sunyi je. She will only come again in January for Afiq's wedding and oh maybe my little sister will be back for semester break also! Can't wait!
I tengah-tengah browse FB and look what I've found!
It was our very first roster! My fellow batchgirl in MH uploaded it! Hihi. Kalau ingat balik time dapat roster ni, rasa nervous gila!
Actually that was our SNY flight, maksudnya macam practical flight before we truly certified and graduated as Cabin Crew. Before that ada juga pergi 2 observation flights. Observation flights tu senang je, we just observe. But as for SNY flight ni, we must operate as a crew and were given position as well. And yes people, I kena served Business Class during this flight. Mine were bound for Bangkok (BKK).
Alhamdulillah, we all made it for SNY. Semua graduated on time. Honestly, this job isn't easy at all. Tak mudah, seriously. You need to be aware and prepare all the time. There's not a chance for you to slip a bit, because if there's an emergency, you are so responsible for all your passengers. So, be nice to your Cabin Crew/Flight Attendant.
Kalau nak reminisce balik all memories in MH, memang banyak. Well, I shall make a special entry for that later, okay?
Oh. We have come to an end for 2014. So how's your resolutions so far? Banyak yang achieved ke? If yes, that's good for you. If not pun tak apa, we can always bring it forward, don't we? Like we always did. Hahaha.
The husband said he has few open tickets left for this year, asking me where do I wanna go? Seriously I tak tahu. Kejap kang macam nak pergi sini, kejap nanti I change my mind to somewhere else. Told him to just decide, I am okay will all. Sebab AA routes mana je pun nak pergi kan?
So I wish all of you Happy 2015 in advance! In case my next post will be somewhere next year! And, Merry Christmas beautiful people with beautiful soul!
I'm good, Cuma biasalah, busy a bit. Hahaha, Alasan yang paling selalu tak?
But it's true. Dah nak hujung tahun ni banyak betul benda listed in the schedule. Not to mentioned kenduri kahwin here and there, and some projects going on as well.
Last week my mom was here for few days, With nenek. One of my little cousin getting married last weekend. Not so little anymore, besar dah dia! Bila one by one family members kahwin, terasa sangat how time flies! But lepas ni maybe ada break lama sikit la before next one, sebab yang tinggal semua still study and kecil lagi.
Anyway, so bila my mom's here so banyaklah agenda nya. Bawa dia ke sana ke mari, which is me and husband don't mind at all. One thing, I suka betul kalau orang datang rumah, sebab I macam suka ramai-ramai and meriah. Now that she's back to hometown, so rumah rasa sunyi je. She will only come again in January for Afiq's wedding and oh maybe my little sister will be back for semester break also! Can't wait!
I tengah-tengah browse FB and look what I've found!
It was our very first roster! My fellow batchgirl in MH uploaded it! Hihi. Kalau ingat balik time dapat roster ni, rasa nervous gila!
Actually that was our SNY flight, maksudnya macam practical flight before we truly certified and graduated as Cabin Crew. Before that ada juga pergi 2 observation flights. Observation flights tu senang je, we just observe. But as for SNY flight ni, we must operate as a crew and were given position as well. And yes people, I kena served Business Class during this flight. Mine were bound for Bangkok (BKK).
Alhamdulillah, we all made it for SNY. Semua graduated on time. Honestly, this job isn't easy at all. Tak mudah, seriously. You need to be aware and prepare all the time. There's not a chance for you to slip a bit, because if there's an emergency, you are so responsible for all your passengers. So, be nice to your Cabin Crew/Flight Attendant.
Kalau nak reminisce balik all memories in MH, memang banyak. Well, I shall make a special entry for that later, okay?
Oh. We have come to an end for 2014. So how's your resolutions so far? Banyak yang achieved ke? If yes, that's good for you. If not pun tak apa, we can always bring it forward, don't we? Like we always did. Hahaha.
The husband said he has few open tickets left for this year, asking me where do I wanna go? Seriously I tak tahu. Kejap kang macam nak pergi sini, kejap nanti I change my mind to somewhere else. Told him to just decide, I am okay will all. Sebab AA routes mana je pun nak pergi kan?
So I wish all of you Happy 2015 in advance! In case my next post will be somewhere next year! And, Merry Christmas beautiful people with beautiful soul!
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Goodbye
Last we met was few weeks ago. Masa my little brother's wedding reception dekat Muar.
Dia macam biasa, hadir walaupun sedikit lewat. Ada majlis di KL katanya. Berbaju hijau muda, bersulam nama sendiri di pocket baju. He's wearing the same design last week with different color. Hihi.
He came and duduk di meja sambil makan. Dia panggil my husband duduk sekali. I know he likes my husband. Because he hardly panggil mana-mana anak buah duduk semeja and offer cigarettes. My husband politely declined. That was because our Paklong and Maklong pun ada duduk sekali. Kami ( Tok Taza and his wife, anak-anak dia, Paklong, Maklong, Me and Husband) bersembang banyak cerita. It was very entertaining tengok dia gurau-gurau dengan isteri dia, and dia bercerita things about him that we don't know and unsure before. It's like getting-to-know-more-session for us.
A week before during reception di KL, I appointed his baju and said;
" Woah Tok! Cantiknya baju, siap ada nama!"
And he said,
" Ala, ni outdated punya collection. My new one coming soon "
And he giggled.
Yes.
Thru enough.
His new collection ialah kain kapan yang beliau pakai on his very last day. It was last week, Thursday Dec 4th, 2014. A day before, nenek call and bilang Tok Taza masuk ICU, sakit jantung and stroke.
I was shocked. My mom was shocked. Everyone was shocked.
Sebab rasa macam baru sangat jumpa dia, and he was all healthy and cheerful. What can I tell you, he is one handsome and kind man. Ini betul handsome, bukan sebab he's my datuk saudara. Bukan. He's tall, kulit putih kemerah-merah and very charismatic. And I like him. Much. Very much. Kalau masa I kecil, rumah dia di Melaka yang I very looking forward nak pergi.
Because he gave lots of duit raya and makan rumah dia sedap.
My mom pun kalut nak pergi melawat dan jumpa pakcik dia.
So we decided untuk melawat dia di Putra Medica Specialist, Melaka on the next day. Honestly, I tak rasa apa pun masa nak pergi melawat dia. I mean, by the time kami arrive I hope dia akan sedar dari coma. So that we can chat with him, make him smile and have a good time in Melaka. Yes. I siap plan nak bawa my mom makan asam pedas Hajjah Mona dan coconut shake afterwards.
Bila kami sampai, still tak boleh masuk. He was in CCU. After a while, doctor panggil immediate family members. So I nampak Nek Nomi (his wife) bergegas masuk. Tak lama lepas tu, semua orang masuk and I thought;
" Oh, Tok dah sedar agaknya "
And bila sampai kat katil dia, I nampak Nek Nomi terduduk sambil nangis and tunjuk ke arah Tok Taza. Anak-anak dia, my Nenek ( Arwah's Kakak) and my mom datang dekat katil and nangis. I nampak monitor tepi katil but I don't know how to read. I nampak Tok Taza terbaring atas katil dengan bantuan oxygen.
I sedih. I sedih tengok dia macam tu. I sedih tengok everyone nangis. I cried a bit, I cried because I rasa suasana tu sedih and I sedih Tok Taza tak sedar dari coma lagi. My husband came and hugged me. But silly me, I thought semua orang sedih sebab he still coma. Until I nampak the monitor went blank.
And then I terdengar anak dia cakap dengan the nurse yang mereka nak bawa balik Tok cepat.
So I asked my husband;
" Tok dah tak ada ke? "
" Iya b, b baru perasan ke? "
I tak tahu nak describe apa yang I rasa. Tapi I rasa such a big lost. What came in my mind was;
Raya and any event after this won't be the same because he no longer around.
Alhamdulillah, urusan pengebumian Arwah berjalan dengan sangat lancar. Ramai orang datang and pay him very last respect. I know Arwah memang sangat dikenali ramai dan ada ramai kenalan dan family yang sayangkan beliau.
I'm happy that we decided to visit him, I'm happy that we spent whole day in Melaka dan bersama beliau dalam perjalanan akhir beliau. I'm happy that dia sempat datang to my wedding and having him around dalam event-event penting dalam hidup I was such a bless.
Alfatihah, Tok Taza.
Insyaallah, we'll meet again someday.
Allahyarham Tuan Haji Mustadza bin Abu Bakar
26 Jan 1955 - 4th Dec 2014
Innalillah.
Dia macam biasa, hadir walaupun sedikit lewat. Ada majlis di KL katanya. Berbaju hijau muda, bersulam nama sendiri di pocket baju. He's wearing the same design last week with different color. Hihi.
He came and duduk di meja sambil makan. Dia panggil my husband duduk sekali. I know he likes my husband. Because he hardly panggil mana-mana anak buah duduk semeja and offer cigarettes. My husband politely declined. That was because our Paklong and Maklong pun ada duduk sekali. Kami ( Tok Taza and his wife, anak-anak dia, Paklong, Maklong, Me and Husband) bersembang banyak cerita. It was very entertaining tengok dia gurau-gurau dengan isteri dia, and dia bercerita things about him that we don't know and unsure before. It's like getting-to-know-more-session for us.
A week before during reception di KL, I appointed his baju and said;
" Woah Tok! Cantiknya baju, siap ada nama!"
And he said,
" Ala, ni outdated punya collection. My new one coming soon "
And he giggled.
Yes.
Thru enough.
His new collection ialah kain kapan yang beliau pakai on his very last day. It was last week, Thursday Dec 4th, 2014. A day before, nenek call and bilang Tok Taza masuk ICU, sakit jantung and stroke.
I was shocked. My mom was shocked. Everyone was shocked.
Sebab rasa macam baru sangat jumpa dia, and he was all healthy and cheerful. What can I tell you, he is one handsome and kind man. Ini betul handsome, bukan sebab he's my datuk saudara. Bukan. He's tall, kulit putih kemerah-merah and very charismatic. And I like him. Much. Very much. Kalau masa I kecil, rumah dia di Melaka yang I very looking forward nak pergi.
Because he gave lots of duit raya and makan rumah dia sedap.
My mom pun kalut nak pergi melawat dan jumpa pakcik dia.
So we decided untuk melawat dia di Putra Medica Specialist, Melaka on the next day. Honestly, I tak rasa apa pun masa nak pergi melawat dia. I mean, by the time kami arrive I hope dia akan sedar dari coma. So that we can chat with him, make him smile and have a good time in Melaka. Yes. I siap plan nak bawa my mom makan asam pedas Hajjah Mona dan coconut shake afterwards.
Bila kami sampai, still tak boleh masuk. He was in CCU. After a while, doctor panggil immediate family members. So I nampak Nek Nomi (his wife) bergegas masuk. Tak lama lepas tu, semua orang masuk and I thought;
" Oh, Tok dah sedar agaknya "
And bila sampai kat katil dia, I nampak Nek Nomi terduduk sambil nangis and tunjuk ke arah Tok Taza. Anak-anak dia, my Nenek ( Arwah's Kakak) and my mom datang dekat katil and nangis. I nampak monitor tepi katil but I don't know how to read. I nampak Tok Taza terbaring atas katil dengan bantuan oxygen.
I sedih. I sedih tengok dia macam tu. I sedih tengok everyone nangis. I cried a bit, I cried because I rasa suasana tu sedih and I sedih Tok Taza tak sedar dari coma lagi. My husband came and hugged me. But silly me, I thought semua orang sedih sebab he still coma. Until I nampak the monitor went blank.
And then I terdengar anak dia cakap dengan the nurse yang mereka nak bawa balik Tok cepat.
So I asked my husband;
" Tok dah tak ada ke? "
" Iya b, b baru perasan ke? "
I tak tahu nak describe apa yang I rasa. Tapi I rasa such a big lost. What came in my mind was;
Raya and any event after this won't be the same because he no longer around.
Alhamdulillah, urusan pengebumian Arwah berjalan dengan sangat lancar. Ramai orang datang and pay him very last respect. I know Arwah memang sangat dikenali ramai dan ada ramai kenalan dan family yang sayangkan beliau.
I'm happy that we decided to visit him, I'm happy that we spent whole day in Melaka dan bersama beliau dalam perjalanan akhir beliau. I'm happy that dia sempat datang to my wedding and having him around dalam event-event penting dalam hidup I was such a bless.
Alfatihah, Tok Taza.
Insyaallah, we'll meet again someday.
Allahyarham Tuan Haji Mustadza bin Abu Bakar
26 Jan 1955 - 4th Dec 2014
Innalillah.
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
mother of 3
Mommy is here! Mommy is here!
Hehe.
My mom baru je undergo operation kat kaki due to lymphoma last Sunday. So Monday discharge, we went back Muar and fetch her. So she's here. Kasihan tengok dia. Jalan pun dengkot-dengkot. Lucky its only sikit je. But still sakit kan.
Having her here rasa rumah macam meriah dan bersinar sikit. It's not that my mom suka bercakap ke apa, tapi I memang suka rumah ramai orang. I suka orang datang rumah, provided inform dulu la kan. Atleast we could prepare something. Kalau datang mengejut terjah je, merasa lah air kosong dan biscuit kering. Almaklumlah bila berdua je kalau ada stock kurang tu buat-buat tak nampak je.
At least adalah chance nak bodek husband makan luar. *alasan barang basah dah tak ada nak masak* hihi. Hi sayang!
So bila mak mak ni ada kat rumah, feeling dia lain. Rasa content. Serious lain. Tak tahu lah I je rasa macam tu or semua orang pun sama.
Dulu kan, I tak rapat pun dengan my mom. Sebab I membesar macam sendiri, then duduk hostel kejap, then duduk dengan nenek sampai habis SPM. Sebab my mom struggle kerja, dan dengan masalah rumahtangga dia seriously memang tak ada masa sangat for us adik beradik.
Ada one time I rasa marah gila kat my mom. Marah sangat sampai I rasa I swear that anything happen I tak nak my mom tahu or masuk campur. Gila kan remaja memberontak ni? Bila ingat balik bangang sangat rasanya. Plus my mom memang garang nak mampus dulu.
Kalau weekend I keluar rumah, nak pergi library ke apa (read: dating), my mom akan make sure I balik pukul 5PM. Yes. Tak ada discount. Tapi selalu juga I terlajak. End up kena duduk luar sampai gelap. Haha. I remember once dia pernah text I;
"Langit dah nak runtuh ni, tak reti nak balik ke?"
Garang sangat makcik ni. Mak siapalah tu.
Bila I start kerja, start membesar (I consider I besar bila kerja dan pegang duit sendiri), I mula belajar hidup melalui pengalaman orang dan sendiri, I tahu Allah jadikan semua ada sebabnya.
Deep down inside me I pernah je salahkan my mom and my father. I dulu always rasa mereka selfish nak jaga keluarga masing-masing sampai lupa hak I. Hak I dan adik lelaki I. I marah bila I tak berpeluang belajar masuk University macam orang lain sebab well, susahkan. I tak ada guidance dan support.
But later, I learnt, tak kisahpun tak masuk University. Atleast I jadi orang. Atleast I berjaya buat apa yang I mahu, I berjaya hidup semacamana yang I inginkan. I berjaya juga obtain diploma (diploma je pun, hahaha) walaupun tak right after school macam orang lain.
Tapi I dapat pengalaman. I dapat kerja dengan 2 airlines and later still dapat diploma, I ada cert in hospitality. Banyak benda Allah replace, Alhamdulillah.
So bila dah kerja sendiri and now dah kahwin, I start to understand her whole situation. How she struggles and juggle for her life. I rasa siapalah I tanpa my mom. Dia bersusah payah lahirkan I, besarkan I juga walau mungkin tak sebaik orang lain, tetaplah yang paling baik Allah dah aturkan untuk I. Sekurang-kurangnya I ada mak.
I thank you Allah for that, for letting me learn life through hard way. Dan tidaklah sesusah orang yang jauh lebih susah. And thank you for at one time I finally realised that I love my mom, cinta yang susah nak gambarkan dengan kata-kata.
Bila I tengok dia tertidur kat kerusi malas sampai merehatkan kaki yang sakit, I know I love her much regardless what. I know I would do what it takes just to make her happy and comfortable. She deserves that not because all her hard work, she deserves that simply because she's a mother. She's my mom.
Thank you sayang, for making life and things much easier with you by my side. Thank you for loving my mom and taking responsibility as a son. I love you infinity.
Thank you Allah for the blessing. Thank you.
Hehe.
My mom baru je undergo operation kat kaki due to lymphoma last Sunday. So Monday discharge, we went back Muar and fetch her. So she's here. Kasihan tengok dia. Jalan pun dengkot-dengkot. Lucky its only sikit je. But still sakit kan.
Having her here rasa rumah macam meriah dan bersinar sikit. It's not that my mom suka bercakap ke apa, tapi I memang suka rumah ramai orang. I suka orang datang rumah, provided inform dulu la kan. Atleast we could prepare something. Kalau datang mengejut terjah je, merasa lah air kosong dan biscuit kering. Almaklumlah bila berdua je kalau ada stock kurang tu buat-buat tak nampak je.
At least adalah chance nak bodek husband makan luar. *alasan barang basah dah tak ada nak masak* hihi. Hi sayang!
So bila mak mak ni ada kat rumah, feeling dia lain. Rasa content. Serious lain. Tak tahu lah I je rasa macam tu or semua orang pun sama.
Dulu kan, I tak rapat pun dengan my mom. Sebab I membesar macam sendiri, then duduk hostel kejap, then duduk dengan nenek sampai habis SPM. Sebab my mom struggle kerja, dan dengan masalah rumahtangga dia seriously memang tak ada masa sangat for us adik beradik.
Ada one time I rasa marah gila kat my mom. Marah sangat sampai I rasa I swear that anything happen I tak nak my mom tahu or masuk campur. Gila kan remaja memberontak ni? Bila ingat balik bangang sangat rasanya. Plus my mom memang garang nak mampus dulu.
Kalau weekend I keluar rumah, nak pergi library ke apa (read: dating), my mom akan make sure I balik pukul 5PM. Yes. Tak ada discount. Tapi selalu juga I terlajak. End up kena duduk luar sampai gelap. Haha. I remember once dia pernah text I;
"Langit dah nak runtuh ni, tak reti nak balik ke?"
Garang sangat makcik ni. Mak siapalah tu.
Bila I start kerja, start membesar (I consider I besar bila kerja dan pegang duit sendiri), I mula belajar hidup melalui pengalaman orang dan sendiri, I tahu Allah jadikan semua ada sebabnya.
Deep down inside me I pernah je salahkan my mom and my father. I dulu always rasa mereka selfish nak jaga keluarga masing-masing sampai lupa hak I. Hak I dan adik lelaki I. I marah bila I tak berpeluang belajar masuk University macam orang lain sebab well, susahkan. I tak ada guidance dan support.
But later, I learnt, tak kisahpun tak masuk University. Atleast I jadi orang. Atleast I berjaya buat apa yang I mahu, I berjaya hidup semacamana yang I inginkan. I berjaya juga obtain diploma (diploma je pun, hahaha) walaupun tak right after school macam orang lain.
Tapi I dapat pengalaman. I dapat kerja dengan 2 airlines and later still dapat diploma, I ada cert in hospitality. Banyak benda Allah replace, Alhamdulillah.
So bila dah kerja sendiri and now dah kahwin, I start to understand her whole situation. How she struggles and juggle for her life. I rasa siapalah I tanpa my mom. Dia bersusah payah lahirkan I, besarkan I juga walau mungkin tak sebaik orang lain, tetaplah yang paling baik Allah dah aturkan untuk I. Sekurang-kurangnya I ada mak.
I thank you Allah for that, for letting me learn life through hard way. Dan tidaklah sesusah orang yang jauh lebih susah. And thank you for at one time I finally realised that I love my mom, cinta yang susah nak gambarkan dengan kata-kata.
Bila I tengok dia tertidur kat kerusi malas sampai merehatkan kaki yang sakit, I know I love her much regardless what. I know I would do what it takes just to make her happy and comfortable. She deserves that not because all her hard work, she deserves that simply because she's a mother. She's my mom.
Thank you sayang, for making life and things much easier with you by my side. Thank you for loving my mom and taking responsibility as a son. I love you infinity.
Thank you Allah for the blessing. Thank you.
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
suami curang dengan janda sebab isteri busuk dan tak pandai urus diri?
Bullshit.
I memang tak boleh brain this.
For the last few days article dari akhar Sinar Harian went viral. Flooded lah facebook dengan status status dan comment related to this.
I malas nak copy paste the article. It is actually an email yang dihantar ke suratkhabar tu kot?
To brief, kisah seorang isteri bernama Mah, find out yang husband dia curang bersama seorang janda. Mah ialah seorang ibu kepada 3 anak. After gesaan dan tekanan dari Mah, husband dii confess yang dah curang for almost 6 years since dari anak pertama lahir.
So Mah ni tanya punya tanya apa sebab husband curang, the husband pun tulislah surat menyatakan sebab musababnya. Main point nya dia kata Mah tak pandai lagi jaga diri sejak berkahwin, tak pandai berhias dan bersiap, dah tak cantik dan harum seperti dulu.
Okay. So that's about it.
Kalau tanya I, I would say;
Bullshit.
Memang bullshit.
Lelaki jenis macam ni patut kena hantuk kepala dia kat dinding 18kali.
Macam mana dia boleh sanggup compare si Mah yakni isteri dia untuk sekian lama kepada sorang janda?
Isteri penat mengurus anak kot. Anak ada 3 orang. Kecil lagi, nak jaga makan pakai husband lagi, nak jaga rumahtangga lagi. Husband tu pun, isteri dah elok jaga makan pakai awak, pergi kerja smart-smart hasil isteri gosok baju, boleh pula menggatal scandal dan berzina dengan janda?
Tak malu ke?
Tak ada otak ke?
Tak fikir ke isteri hempas pulas kat rumah tu. Entah kadang nak mandi pun tak sempat, apa lagi nak berdandan blow blow rambut color kuku segala?
Sometimes lelaki dan para husband ni fikir, just because diorang bekerja cari duit then bila balik rumah boleh bersidai bersenang lenang terlentang depan TV? Sikit tak tanya isteri apa yang boleh ditolong or offer pertolongan.
Benda simple-simple macam ni tak payah nak ada manual baru tahu nak buat apa. Common sense kot. Balik kerja nampak isteri serabai busuk tak mandi lagi dengan mainan anak bersepah, pinggan tak basuh, cuba tolong offer jaga anak kejap. Suruh isteri tu mandi siap-siapkan apa patut. Barulah awak tak sakit mata.
Dari awak habiskan duit dan masa kat janda, baik awak habiskan duit belikan isteri awak baju elok-elok, haruman best-best, lingerie kinky-kinky, and habiskan masa kat rumah tolong jaga anak dan rumahtangga. Ini baru betul husband yang hebat!
Hal rumahtangga jangan buat main dan lepas tangan. Sendiri curang dan gatal merenyam jangan nak salahkan isteri tak pandai jaga diri. Letak diri kat tempat isteri tu sungguh-sungguh dulu, then baru tanya balik kat diri sendiri, masih berbaloi ke menggatal kat janda yang sedapnya cuma sekejap?
Ala tu pun sebab kantoikan? Kalau tak kantoi memang berpanjangan lah zina tu.
Pokok pangkalnya tak boleh nak salahkan isteri semata-mata, tepuk dada tanya iman. Masa angkat akad nikah dan bercinta dulu, tak teringat ke janji janji kita kat isteri nak sehidup semati susah senang bersama?
Baru isteri serabai sikit, terus bersenang bersama janda. Eh, teruk sangatlah perangai macamni.
Lelaki kena tahu one thing yang isteri ni tahap kesanggupan berkorban dia sangatlah tinggi. Bukan isteri. Tapi perempuan memang naturally macam ni. Kita buruk dan hodoh tak apa, janji suami dan anak-anak kemas dan bergaya. Some of us sanggup lepaskan career dan opportunity yang ada just for the sake of being with the family.
Untuk perempuan-perempuan lain di luar sana, be it janda or anak dara. Please lah, stay away dari suami orang. Build a wall, or draw a line. Always tahu limit. Kita sesama perempuan kenapa nak melukakan hati perempuan yang lain. Our pride and price is much higher than that. Satu hari nanti kita akan bergelar isteri, jadi fahamilah perasaan para isteri yang lain. Kita tak nak jadi punca keretakan rumahtangga orang kan? Dan kita pun tak nak rumahtangga kita suatu masa nanti retak, just because ada perempuan lain buat special appearance.
Untuk para suami, awak semua adalah ketua dan imam untuk para isteri, kepadalah suamilah isteri bersandar harapan dan berpaut. Berbaik hati dan sayangilah isteri anda sepenuh hati, regardless perubahan fizikal dia setelah berkahwin. I am sure isteri tak pernahlah complaints awak dah gemuklah, busuklah dan so on. Be nice to her. Warm her. Cintai dia sehingga awak tak mampu nak cintai orang lain pun. Sebab impaknya sangatlah besar. Percayalah, sekali awak beri dia rasa bahagia, beratus kali dia akan beri awak yang terbaik.
Untuk para isteri, jagalah diri anda, jagalah diri kita. Buatlah sehabis daya. Fight for your marriage. Bercantik-cantiklah selalu, cubalah curi masa macamana pun, kalau memang bukan untuk orang lain pun, tapi untuk diri kita sendiri. Afterall, sekiranya apa benda yang terjadi later, jangan selitkan peluang untuk kita dipersalahkan.
Semoga yang baik-baik berpihak pada semua.
I memang tak boleh brain this.
For the last few days article dari akhar Sinar Harian went viral. Flooded lah facebook dengan status status dan comment related to this.
I malas nak copy paste the article. It is actually an email yang dihantar ke suratkhabar tu kot?
To brief, kisah seorang isteri bernama Mah, find out yang husband dia curang bersama seorang janda. Mah ialah seorang ibu kepada 3 anak. After gesaan dan tekanan dari Mah, husband dii confess yang dah curang for almost 6 years since dari anak pertama lahir.
So Mah ni tanya punya tanya apa sebab husband curang, the husband pun tulislah surat menyatakan sebab musababnya. Main point nya dia kata Mah tak pandai lagi jaga diri sejak berkahwin, tak pandai berhias dan bersiap, dah tak cantik dan harum seperti dulu.
Okay. So that's about it.
Kalau tanya I, I would say;
Bullshit.
Memang bullshit.
Lelaki jenis macam ni patut kena hantuk kepala dia kat dinding 18kali.
Macam mana dia boleh sanggup compare si Mah yakni isteri dia untuk sekian lama kepada sorang janda?
Isteri penat mengurus anak kot. Anak ada 3 orang. Kecil lagi, nak jaga makan pakai husband lagi, nak jaga rumahtangga lagi. Husband tu pun, isteri dah elok jaga makan pakai awak, pergi kerja smart-smart hasil isteri gosok baju, boleh pula menggatal scandal dan berzina dengan janda?
Tak malu ke?
Tak ada otak ke?
Tak fikir ke isteri hempas pulas kat rumah tu. Entah kadang nak mandi pun tak sempat, apa lagi nak berdandan blow blow rambut color kuku segala?
Sometimes lelaki dan para husband ni fikir, just because diorang bekerja cari duit then bila balik rumah boleh bersidai bersenang lenang terlentang depan TV? Sikit tak tanya isteri apa yang boleh ditolong or offer pertolongan.
Benda simple-simple macam ni tak payah nak ada manual baru tahu nak buat apa. Common sense kot. Balik kerja nampak isteri serabai busuk tak mandi lagi dengan mainan anak bersepah, pinggan tak basuh, cuba tolong offer jaga anak kejap. Suruh isteri tu mandi siap-siapkan apa patut. Barulah awak tak sakit mata.
Dari awak habiskan duit dan masa kat janda, baik awak habiskan duit belikan isteri awak baju elok-elok, haruman best-best, lingerie kinky-kinky, and habiskan masa kat rumah tolong jaga anak dan rumahtangga. Ini baru betul husband yang hebat!
Hal rumahtangga jangan buat main dan lepas tangan. Sendiri curang dan gatal merenyam jangan nak salahkan isteri tak pandai jaga diri. Letak diri kat tempat isteri tu sungguh-sungguh dulu, then baru tanya balik kat diri sendiri, masih berbaloi ke menggatal kat janda yang sedapnya cuma sekejap?
Ala tu pun sebab kantoikan? Kalau tak kantoi memang berpanjangan lah zina tu.
Pokok pangkalnya tak boleh nak salahkan isteri semata-mata, tepuk dada tanya iman. Masa angkat akad nikah dan bercinta dulu, tak teringat ke janji janji kita kat isteri nak sehidup semati susah senang bersama?
Baru isteri serabai sikit, terus bersenang bersama janda. Eh, teruk sangatlah perangai macamni.
Lelaki kena tahu one thing yang isteri ni tahap kesanggupan berkorban dia sangatlah tinggi. Bukan isteri. Tapi perempuan memang naturally macam ni. Kita buruk dan hodoh tak apa, janji suami dan anak-anak kemas dan bergaya. Some of us sanggup lepaskan career dan opportunity yang ada just for the sake of being with the family.
Untuk perempuan-perempuan lain di luar sana, be it janda or anak dara. Please lah, stay away dari suami orang. Build a wall, or draw a line. Always tahu limit. Kita sesama perempuan kenapa nak melukakan hati perempuan yang lain. Our pride and price is much higher than that. Satu hari nanti kita akan bergelar isteri, jadi fahamilah perasaan para isteri yang lain. Kita tak nak jadi punca keretakan rumahtangga orang kan? Dan kita pun tak nak rumahtangga kita suatu masa nanti retak, just because ada perempuan lain buat special appearance.
Untuk para suami, awak semua adalah ketua dan imam untuk para isteri, kepadalah suamilah isteri bersandar harapan dan berpaut. Berbaik hati dan sayangilah isteri anda sepenuh hati, regardless perubahan fizikal dia setelah berkahwin. I am sure isteri tak pernahlah complaints awak dah gemuklah, busuklah dan so on. Be nice to her. Warm her. Cintai dia sehingga awak tak mampu nak cintai orang lain pun. Sebab impaknya sangatlah besar. Percayalah, sekali awak beri dia rasa bahagia, beratus kali dia akan beri awak yang terbaik.
Untuk para isteri, jagalah diri anda, jagalah diri kita. Buatlah sehabis daya. Fight for your marriage. Bercantik-cantiklah selalu, cubalah curi masa macamana pun, kalau memang bukan untuk orang lain pun, tapi untuk diri kita sendiri. Afterall, sekiranya apa benda yang terjadi later, jangan selitkan peluang untuk kita dipersalahkan.
Semoga yang baik-baik berpihak pada semua.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
the day you were born
Today is the husband birthday! Wishing you happiness, prosperous health and wealth. Semoga sayang bahagia sentiasa dan dapat apa yang sayang selalu hajati. I will always love you, insyaallah.
Thank you Mama, lahirkan anak yang handsome dan baik hati macam suami Alin. Thank you for raising such a wonderful man, and I believe it's because you're the Queen.
So here we are, at my in law's place. Did I tell you that my mother is law is one hell good cooker. She cooks yummy dishes and everything that she cooks taste good. Like seriously sedap ya ampun. I shall learn from her! Mesti!
Tapi mama masak sempoi je tau, macam masak tu sebelah mata je bagi dia. Kalau I, dah bersilat dan berpeluh-peluh dah oi.
Macam today kan, in conjunction of my husband birthday, mama cooked pulut kuning, ayam sambal, sambal ikan bilis dan ayam goreng berempah. Sedapppnyaaa sampai cheq taktau nak describe macam mana.
Nothing much of this weekend, cuma busy dengan our moving program dan nak mengemas rumah je lah. Dalam pada tak ada banyak benda tu, tetap juga menimbun.
Okaylah, I shall continue later okay. Nak goreng ayam jap.
Splendid weekend, peeps!
Thank you Mama, lahirkan anak yang handsome dan baik hati macam suami Alin. Thank you for raising such a wonderful man, and I believe it's because you're the Queen.
So here we are, at my in law's place. Did I tell you that my mother is law is one hell good cooker. She cooks yummy dishes and everything that she cooks taste good. Like seriously sedap ya ampun. I shall learn from her! Mesti!
Tapi mama masak sempoi je tau, macam masak tu sebelah mata je bagi dia. Kalau I, dah bersilat dan berpeluh-peluh dah oi.
Macam today kan, in conjunction of my husband birthday, mama cooked pulut kuning, ayam sambal, sambal ikan bilis dan ayam goreng berempah. Sedapppnyaaa sampai cheq taktau nak describe macam mana.
Nothing much of this weekend, cuma busy dengan our moving program dan nak mengemas rumah je lah. Dalam pada tak ada banyak benda tu, tetap juga menimbun.
Okaylah, I shall continue later okay. Nak goreng ayam jap.
Splendid weekend, peeps!
Friday, September 26, 2014
my two little chipmunks
Hello.
Today is such a happy day for me. I dapat cakap dengan mommy, my little brother and sister. Such a bliss. Susah okay nak dapat cakap dengan tiga-tiga manusia kesayangan ni at one time. I mean jaranglah terjadi dapat call or calling all of them dalam satu hari yang sama.
Talked to mommy pasal preparation for November. My baby brother is getting married by then. So mommy is quite busy la planning dan settlekan few things before brother's big day. Tak buat fancy pun, just small majlis sambut menantu. Sebab I baru je kahwin on May kan so it takes a lot to have 2 events in a year. Hihihi. Plus mommy is doing everything alone. I tolong settlekan door gifts and decide on the colors je. See, penting juga I okay, I yang decide color apa. Hihihi.
Oh, yes. I tak tahu nak rasa apa menjelang my baby brother's wedding. Of course I happy, tapi sebenarnya I lagi sedih kot. Dah mula la syndrome kakak sulung I ni. Only me and my brother adik beradik seibu sebapa, while my baby sister is our step sister. Lain ayah. So I membesar sekejap dengan my baby brother before dia sekolah di KL, and I di JB. We are so close till I kenal most of his friends, Ex gfs dia dulu-dulu semua I kenal kot. Rapat gila pulak some of them. Semua pun dok panggil I, 'Kaklong'. Hihi.
Bila dia dah kahwin nanti, confirm benda dah tak sama macam dulu kan. I remembered last year before I kahwin, during raya kitorang pergi beraya and sharing foods together in the same bowl. Sampai makcik tu kata ' macam bf-gf'. We don't need other people when we have each other. We will giggles and terkekeh-kekeh dua orang you know. Mengutuk orang itu la, bercerita pasal orang ini la, macam-macam lah tapi all yang funny-funny. Jarang lah we having serious conversation kecuali time gaduh. Bukan tak pernah gaduh okay. Gaduh je selalu, tapi hal yang entah apa-apa la. Tapi nanti baik sendiri.
We shared lots of moments together. I ingat lagi masa sekolah rendah, I sanggup ikut dia ponteng sekolah semata-mata dia tak siap homework Math dia. That time, ayah tiri kitorang hantar till depan gate sekolah okay, tapi kitorang tak masuk. Boleh tak kitorang main je kat kedai-kedai depan sekolah tu. Then bila time balik, tunggu ayah tiri ambil balik depan gate. Tak ke bodoh tu? Memang sah-sah lah kantoi. Masa report card day, cikgu kelas bagitahu. Balik tu memang makan penampar la my baby brother. Tapi dia je lah kena tampar, I tak pun. Haha.
Tapi banyak je lagi benda baik yang dia buat kat I yang I tak akan lupa. I remembered masa phone I hilang kena pick pocket kat monorail Hang Tuah, I straight away pergi office dia kat Plaza Berjaya tu sambil nangis-nangis mengada. Then dia bagi I duit suruh I balik dulu, ambil phone lama dia kat rumah. Sweet kan? Tapi I tak balik terus pun. I siap beli roti dulu pusing-pusing Times Square baru balik. Hehehe.
Ada lagi, masa I nak buat medical check up untuk kerja airlines tu, dia sanggup bangun pagi-pagi dan hantar I pergi clinic tu, teman I sampai siap. Baik kan? Oh, I so love him. I harap dia still sayangkan I even lepas dia kahwin.
My baby sister pula gap 10 years dengan I. She's the youngest from my mom. Masa kecil-kecil dia cute gila okay. I suka bawa dia pergi taman permainan because semua orang akan puji how cute she is, dengan rambut maggie dan kulit putih melepak, macam snow white! Tapi bila da besar kesian dia jadi mangsa buli I dan my baby brother. Kitorang selalu tag team kenakan dia. Tapi dia okay, tetap juga meleset-leset kat I.
Now she's 18 lagilah makin banyak ragamnya. Pening kepala I bila mommy mengadu pasal dia. Ada je hal nya. Hihihi. Biasalah sedang membesar kan. Kalau I dengar cerita mommy pasal peramgai dia, geram je I rasa. Dengan phone hilang lah, slipper hilang lah, macam-macamlah.Tapi bila I call dia, dengar suara dia mesti serta merta hati I jadi cair. Dengar dia mengadu pot pet pot pet. I dah lah suka mengusik dia, terjerit-jerit lah dia. Hahahah. I garang dengan dia most of the time, tapi whatever her request I tetap juga cuba penuhi. Macam tak sampai hati, sebab I tak nak dia rasa apa I rasa masa membesar dulu. I nak yang terbaik untuk dia. Kesayangan sangat dia ni.
Macamana-macamana pun perangai both of them, nothing in this world can replace them. I tak nak orang lain, I nak diorang je. I sayang sangat diorang and my mom. Susah hati if anything happen to them. I selalu doa, I diberikan kelebihan dan kekuatan jaga dan ada di sisi diorang if diorang perlukan I. Family I tak besar, diorang je lah I ada di samping husband I sekarang.
I wish life treating us great, InsyaAllah.
Today is such a happy day for me. I dapat cakap dengan mommy, my little brother and sister. Such a bliss. Susah okay nak dapat cakap dengan tiga-tiga manusia kesayangan ni at one time. I mean jaranglah terjadi dapat call or calling all of them dalam satu hari yang sama.
Talked to mommy pasal preparation for November. My baby brother is getting married by then. So mommy is quite busy la planning dan settlekan few things before brother's big day. Tak buat fancy pun, just small majlis sambut menantu. Sebab I baru je kahwin on May kan so it takes a lot to have 2 events in a year. Hihihi. Plus mommy is doing everything alone. I tolong settlekan door gifts and decide on the colors je. See, penting juga I okay, I yang decide color apa. Hihihi.
Oh, yes. I tak tahu nak rasa apa menjelang my baby brother's wedding. Of course I happy, tapi sebenarnya I lagi sedih kot. Dah mula la syndrome kakak sulung I ni. Only me and my brother adik beradik seibu sebapa, while my baby sister is our step sister. Lain ayah. So I membesar sekejap dengan my baby brother before dia sekolah di KL, and I di JB. We are so close till I kenal most of his friends, Ex gfs dia dulu-dulu semua I kenal kot. Rapat gila pulak some of them. Semua pun dok panggil I, 'Kaklong'. Hihi.
Bila dia dah kahwin nanti, confirm benda dah tak sama macam dulu kan. I remembered last year before I kahwin, during raya kitorang pergi beraya and sharing foods together in the same bowl. Sampai makcik tu kata ' macam bf-gf'. We don't need other people when we have each other. We will giggles and terkekeh-kekeh dua orang you know. Mengutuk orang itu la, bercerita pasal orang ini la, macam-macam lah tapi all yang funny-funny. Jarang lah we having serious conversation kecuali time gaduh. Bukan tak pernah gaduh okay. Gaduh je selalu, tapi hal yang entah apa-apa la. Tapi nanti baik sendiri.
We shared lots of moments together. I ingat lagi masa sekolah rendah, I sanggup ikut dia ponteng sekolah semata-mata dia tak siap homework Math dia. That time, ayah tiri kitorang hantar till depan gate sekolah okay, tapi kitorang tak masuk. Boleh tak kitorang main je kat kedai-kedai depan sekolah tu. Then bila time balik, tunggu ayah tiri ambil balik depan gate. Tak ke bodoh tu? Memang sah-sah lah kantoi. Masa report card day, cikgu kelas bagitahu. Balik tu memang makan penampar la my baby brother. Tapi dia je lah kena tampar, I tak pun. Haha.
Tapi banyak je lagi benda baik yang dia buat kat I yang I tak akan lupa. I remembered masa phone I hilang kena pick pocket kat monorail Hang Tuah, I straight away pergi office dia kat Plaza Berjaya tu sambil nangis-nangis mengada. Then dia bagi I duit suruh I balik dulu, ambil phone lama dia kat rumah. Sweet kan? Tapi I tak balik terus pun. I siap beli roti dulu pusing-pusing Times Square baru balik. Hehehe.
Ada lagi, masa I nak buat medical check up untuk kerja airlines tu, dia sanggup bangun pagi-pagi dan hantar I pergi clinic tu, teman I sampai siap. Baik kan? Oh, I so love him. I harap dia still sayangkan I even lepas dia kahwin.
My baby sister pula gap 10 years dengan I. She's the youngest from my mom. Masa kecil-kecil dia cute gila okay. I suka bawa dia pergi taman permainan because semua orang akan puji how cute she is, dengan rambut maggie dan kulit putih melepak, macam snow white! Tapi bila da besar kesian dia jadi mangsa buli I dan my baby brother. Kitorang selalu tag team kenakan dia. Tapi dia okay, tetap juga meleset-leset kat I.
Now she's 18 lagilah makin banyak ragamnya. Pening kepala I bila mommy mengadu pasal dia. Ada je hal nya. Hihihi. Biasalah sedang membesar kan. Kalau I dengar cerita mommy pasal peramgai dia, geram je I rasa. Dengan phone hilang lah, slipper hilang lah, macam-macamlah.Tapi bila I call dia, dengar suara dia mesti serta merta hati I jadi cair. Dengar dia mengadu pot pet pot pet. I dah lah suka mengusik dia, terjerit-jerit lah dia. Hahahah. I garang dengan dia most of the time, tapi whatever her request I tetap juga cuba penuhi. Macam tak sampai hati, sebab I tak nak dia rasa apa I rasa masa membesar dulu. I nak yang terbaik untuk dia. Kesayangan sangat dia ni.
Macamana-macamana pun perangai both of them, nothing in this world can replace them. I tak nak orang lain, I nak diorang je. I sayang sangat diorang and my mom. Susah hati if anything happen to them. I selalu doa, I diberikan kelebihan dan kekuatan jaga dan ada di sisi diorang if diorang perlukan I. Family I tak besar, diorang je lah I ada di samping husband I sekarang.
I wish life treating us great, InsyaAllah.
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